It hurts to breath
It hurts to think
It hurts to accept that I still love you

I hate
I hate me
I hate me for this
I hate the fact that after all this shit I
I
I Still love you

All the shit you do and I still
Fucking love you

Do you deserve me?
Was this meant to be?
I am no longer sure if this is the life I want to lead
Do you even love me?

Did you ever love me?
Show me you love me
Mend my broken heart with barbwire
Show what hell you can put me through
Because I want it
Because I love you

Why am I risking my sanity for you?
Are your worth it?

I will always love you
I wish there was a pill to erase you
Your inner demons have consumed you
And they push me away from you

Is it all better now?
Wake me when the dream is over

It isn’t as easy as I love you and you love me
It will never be
Do you even love me?